I'm shyly moving forward with a long time held back desire to experience men sexually. I've had a very limited experience, but I feel the need to experience men sexually. Since childhood, I enjoyed women's silky lingerie, being naked outdoors, flirting and exposing my body. I honestly don't know if I'll enjoy the experience, but I know I need to try it out. I'm just learning the lifestyle and I believe that I'm a submissive bottom. I definitely want to experience another man's cock. My older brother's boyfriend used to suck me off. That's all he did secretly. I actually enjoyed it. This went on for eight years and ended when I was 17 years old. I'm in my early 50's now and about a year ago, a older man doing my taxes flirted with me and I said to myself... fuck it, and flirted back. He set an appointment a few days later after he was closed. We talked and I flirted with him and eventually he undressed me and fondled my body. I enjoyed it and now I want more...