I am always asking my self this question !! is there any hope to live the life I seek with the person who I want without ?? being in a very conservative community where homosexuality is forbidden and against culture making homosexual's life more difficult. When I was a ager, I found huge difficulties to accept my self as a gay guy cos of the influence of the society and the way I was raised. It took me awhile to come out to my straight friends and my Twin brother and I am lucky that they accept but they ask me to keep it between us. nowadays, I live my life as any normal guy, I am doing master degree in oil sector, I go out clubbing and getting known new people. I do still have my own world (gay life) which is kind of not obvious friends.
I had one relationship and it did last for 3 years and half ,, he was my life ,, I loved him so much but unfortunately it did not continue for some reasons. I
I would like to have the feeling of love again and I hope find it here. I am just looking for a decent, caring and understandable gay to have a happy life together.