So my fascination for gay porn started through video games, funnily enough. Where I was talking with this guy. In the beginning he was making sexual jokes, but I did not think much of it. The more he did it, the more I started to tease with it, and enjoy it myself. Eventually we would talk even outside of games, tease each other, share pics, share stories. Though the feeling itself always felt friendly, not for love. He was just very good at making me horny. I would not say I am gay or even bi, but when a gay talks the right way, it does make me want to bend him over, if you know what I mean. A good ass helps as well of course. The fantasy even expanded into me wanting to have someone else bend me over, although the thought sounds far better to me than the real thing. I can't imagine that it feels great, and still it sounds so horny at the same time. This started like 3 or 4 years ago, our contact now is very very minimal, maybe once every few months when one of us is very horny. I have never experienced the real deal though.
Would you recommend me to just give it a go once? The real experience I mean. I have only ever experienced women, which I know I really love too.











