46 yrs old 5'8 151lbs average build and cock size. Bout 8months single from 9 yr hetero relationship so I'm looking to explore my turn ons. I fantasize about dirty bedroom talk, roleplaying being fucked gay, CNC sex & taboo scenarios with older males, fem males, cd & m2f ts. I into rimming, making out swapping our loads between us, being pinned down and ***d to have my cock rode hard. I have only ever gotten oral, made out, and have jerked & been jerked off by another man before In my late 20s at a party never forgetting how hard he had me , so now single and ok with the fact I want to fuck guys want to explore my attraction to me

I really want to meet a bottom versatile older males or ts with small cocks to pin me down on my back by my arms straddling me as we roleplay CNC scenario where I'm made to take being ride hard as we talk dirty and told how I want this or why was I hard enough to set a metal detector off which I have no answer for and find quickly I'm thrusting up into his down thrusts till I grab his cock slapping off my stomach jerking him off begging him to fuck the straight out of me till my cock is violently spasming & seizuring inside of him making me erupt inside of him shooting ropes of my load ricocheting off his insides filling him. Then being flipped over & bent over the bed as I feel his face buried in my ass rimming me till I'm lubed with saliva and feel his small cock slowly fucking my virgin ass. As he has his way with my backside as I push my ass back into his forward thrusts our bodies loudly slapping off each other as I tell him to fuck me like he's trying to fuck his baby in me till I feel my first load filling my insides as we later again fuck while watching his cock as it fucks my virginity away and every pleading moan I made as my ass gets filled with it's first of many creamy white hot loads!!