Your first time what was it like

[Mike1877]

There's a first time for someone, everyone. I have been into things my whole life but only now have I moved from women using toys to the actual thing that has always been in my fantasy land (mind lol) since i was a kid and anal is something I jad even talked the first one into doing but after staying away from women for 11 years. Yes I had enough and I've had these 11 years to work on myself and know what I want/need to work on and work through and after all that noise was gone I realized what I had been needing all this time g to the toys thing, I can handle alot lo.I am 43 years old and I am curious about your first time. Because I will have mine one way or another which is why I'm here in the first

 

place. I don't know how to meet people like me because I never was conscious of it all until this last few years. Its not usually easy going a decade without anything but after what I went through lol well still difficult for awhile but I used the reason to remind myself why I walked away. I guess I always thought I was bisexual because I am attracted to both but since I walked away from women, here I am and Ive thought in my mind how it will happen and how things will go. You know how the mind loves to plan and wonder hahaha. I'm a freaky deaky bottom and top or will be. I would love to know how it was for you. I'm sorry for rambling ona and on lol I just really like giving full context. The only thing I did once was give some head and I actually loved it. Its a nice warm up for when its "my turn" hahaha 🤣 my sense of humor doesn't show well on text sorry for that. I understand if nobody responds but if you don't mind sharing I think it could be of benefit to others and not just myself. 

TIt5 want to ask a side question. My whole life I noticed more men checked me out than women and could that be because they already picked up on something that even I wasn't aware of "consciously" yet my actions always said otherwise. I just didn't realize it but I sure see it now and really am interested and always have been, just never directly acted on it but that's why I'm here now. I'm looking for someone to get to know and see how it goes whether hanging out or otherwise. Thanks very much and have a beautiful morning! 🙂

Mike -  Southern California 

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My first sexual experience with a guy happened when I was a ***, a neighbor hood boy asked me to sleep over in his camper. We were alone in the camper that summer night, sleeping in our underwear. My friend was two years older, so more physically more mature than myself. I was just hitting puberty, and asked him what to expect. He invited me to see for myself and I accepted his invitation. His underpants came off. I felt his penis grow hard in my hand. I was captivated, the silky smooth texture of the skin combined with the hardness of his erection was a beautiful sensation. I fell in love with the feeling. When I was asked to take his penis into my mouth I did so without hesitation, knowing it was the proper thing for me to do. It woke something inside me.  I understood that what we were doing was not condoned by society in general,but I felt no shame sucking his cock and tasting his pre-cum. The pre-cum locked me into being a cock sucker.

My initial experience being fucked in the ass by a guy was mixed. I had met a guy on the internet and met several times at his apartment. I liked the guy and loved sucking his cock. I trusted him and asked him to be the first to fuck me in the ass. He agreed. He took his time and was gentle. At first it was uncomfortable, but I relaxed enough for it to be thoroughly enjoyable. I knew then I am a bottom. There was something missing from the experience, I wished that I had a cock to suck while being fucked in the ass.