"I'll close my eyes and whisper forever, even though forever doesn't exist. I'll linger onto your words of false hope. Then i'll strike a pose and fake a smile. Maybe then, i will believe everything will be okay... maybe."
When you understand my silences,
you will understand my words.
If i push you away,
it's a test to see if you'd stay.

If I bleed,
It's to make sure i'm still alive.
If I act coldly to you,
it just means i hate you.

When I Drink,
I Drink to forget.
Depending on what drugs I do,
I do it without any regrets.

If I'm quiet,
I have nothing to say.
If I cry,
It's out of anger.

When I'm sad,
I fake it with a smile.
If i look lost,
Chances are I Am.

I don't like hugs,
but i do like laughing.
If i look happy,
I'm just pretending.

I'm loud,
I'm silent.
I'm confusing,
and unpredictable.

If I wanted your name,
Then i'd ask.
If i wanted your number,
Then I'd holla.

If you can't handle me,
do NOT attempt.
If you think I'm a Bitch?
I'll admit to it 100%.