My first gay experience as a ***

[mikejj432432]

I have always been a night owl and in my ***s (15-17) I was secretly drinking too much and unfortunately still do. I was 6'2 short brown hair, white , blue eyes, had a hockey ass and wore tight blue jeans that you could clearly see I dressed to the left. Very straight orientation at the time and a porno sized cut cock I have always been secretly proud of and my life-long straight friend still jokes about my horse cock.

On summer break, drunk and on the computer all night I discovered chat rooms. Every night I would get drunk and chat with people. The chat rooms I visited were definitely not gay if they even had those back then. I received a private message from an older guy (mid to late 30's) asking if I like video games. I said yes and found it extremely weird he was local. Most people were out of state and nowhere near me.

We chatted for a long time about video games and drinking. This went on for about three or four nights. I found him to be extremely cool.

One night he types "why don't I pick you up and we get drunk and play my favorite game" (I was already drunk), I said absolutely. Now while I had excellent parents, they never really worried if I was missing, they knew I was a night owl and would disappear on long walks all night or just stay up all night which meant they didn't expect to see me during the day either. I could pretty much be off radar.

It was about 2-3 am and he showed up in a small sized truck and was extremely talkative, friendly and funny. I thought this is awesome! An older friend who can buy me booze, has his own place and likes video games! (yes I was very naive). It was a short drive and I remember it being a townhouse setup with a garage attached to a neighboring townhouse. We pulled into his garage and got out.

We go into his back garage door that immediately led into a kitchen/dining room area. This is where I figured the booze/beer is and where we will start drinking and hang out for awhile before video games. He tells me to continue to another room which I found weird and the room is only about 30% bright if that. It was bright enough to clearly see but still darkened. I could tell it was a bedroom (had a bed) and had an attached bathroom with the door open and the light was already on in there. He tells me to back up a bit and I figured he was going to turn on a gaming system and that's why the room is darkened. He then tells me to hang tight that he would be right back. I am standing alone in a dark room with the bed right behind me but I still thought everything was ok.

Here's where things changed and warning it gets graphic.

He came back through the door and went from mister friendly and chatty to quickly walking up to me without saying a word. He stopped nose to nose with me and reached down and started rubbing my cock bulge through my jeans. I couldn't back up because the bed was behind me and I was in total fucking shock and froze. I had no idea what to do except stand there. I figured since we were face to face he was going to start kissing me next, but he never did, he just kept rubbing my cock. He then started slowly getting on his knees and working at my belt. If I tried moving his hands away, he just grabbed my wrist and moved my arm. I have to admit that I was so terrified and confused I did not fight back hard, I was so shocked I was more or less letting it happen. As he was undoing my jeans he was licking and biting at my bulge through my jeans. At one point he kept licking and mouthing my bulge while grabbing my ass with both hands squeezing and pulling my ass closer to him so more of my bulge was in his mouth. My jeans were getting a wet spot.

I remember preparing myself thinking my jeans are almost completely undone, he only stopped to grab and squeeze my ass and he was eventually going back to removing my jeans and my cock would be exposed in the open in front of this mans face. Sure enough he let go of my ass and finished my zipper. He started to pull my jeans and boxers down. My naked cock bounced out and everything was exposed including my balls. He started to stroke my cock while just staring at my cock and balls like he was taking it in. Then what I knew was coming, he licked the tip of my cock and then up and down on my shaft. Next were my balls and then he paused for a second, moved forward and put my cock into his mouth. He was stroking while he sucked and would pause to lick and suck on my balls. I was terrified and just thinking don't fight, just let him do his thing and get the fuck out. I will gladly fucking walk home from here, I just don't want to end up in a freezer. He kept sucking my cock, stroking it and putting my balls in his mouth an sucking. After a long while he stood up.

He at some point already had his pants undone and his cock out. He rubbed our cocks together for about a minute and then he put his hands on my shoulders and started pushing down. I knew he wanted his turn but I stayed standing but he kept pushing harder. Eventually I just thought if it gets me out alive and gave in. I got down on my knees and felt his cock head spread my lips. At first I kept my teeth clenched, but I thought what's the point and opened my mouth fully.

He started fucking my mouth. I remember feeling his shaft was rock hard but his tip was a little softer. He had what I kinda guess was medium sized dick but this was a first for me and I was in shock. I do know I couldn't take it all and would gag, but I was taking enough that his balls were slapping my chin. He had his hands on my head and just kept thrusting into my mouth. I just sat on my knees with my lips around his cock trying not to gag hoping this would end. It also occurred to me as he was thrusting that he may cum and where would that be? He had learned where my *** point was and at least respected that until that was he started shooting his cum. Now keep in mind this guy hadn't uttered a peep since this started. Not a single moan, not a "nice cock" nothing. There wasn't even music playing so I had no warning.

Looking back I remember him squeezing my head a little bit harder and than he started pushing the limit of my gag reflex, which I thought nothing of, this was all new to me. It wasn't until he slowed down and I started to feel my mouth getting much, much wetter, warmer and fuller. I thought what is going on? Then I started to taste something unusual and while my mouth kept filling it occurred to me what was happening. He didn't give me the chance to spit so I just decided every time I possibly can I will try to swallow. He came so much it took several. The son of a bitch didn't even moan when he came.

Next thing I know we are back in his truck heading back to my house. No talking like before. No video games. No booze. He just drove back like he was doing me a favor.

For years it haunted me and I stayed away from chat rooms. But I always thought about it and as the years went on I started to get curious about men. This experience changed me and I would now label myself bisexual and have had a few experiences with men since then.