"And when I lost you it was worse than all the pain I ever endured times a thousand. I'd take it all again if it meant I could have you..."
23 year old with a need to just be me. I'm a heartbroken, self-sufficient, driven, determined, insecure, deep, sad, quiet girl. I have a desperate need to be a writer someday and I will get there no matter what it takes. I have a love of my life, two actually, and the first one died. I'm not looking for replacements, I don't need them. I know who and what I am and I'm okay with it. If you don't like that or think it's bitchy, then don't talk to me. I won't criticize unless you do. I'm not looking for forever, I don't plan on getting married ever, so if you want that, you got the wrong girl. You can't change me, don't try. Otherwise, I'm here, and I will date, I will care, I will be the perfect Mrs. Right Now and that is cool with me. If that interests you, well I'm right here. I am just a girl, I do things people twice my age do. But I am still just me, still screwing around and screwing up like a 23 year old should.