Kai_De_Bressac Posted April 6, 2013 My straight friend doesn't love me. It was obvious since the very beginning of our friendship we would never be more than friends. After being told I loved him my friend seems to like me hardly. Much less than before. I am not a nice guy. I am a homoromantic nature-hating satanic occultist. I am, indeed, not a nice guy. If I wanted to hurt my friend's feelings, I would tell him the truth: At the moment, I am the only one who loves him at all. I am sure he knows that, and this knowledge upsets him even more. So, fuck him. He doesn't give a fuck about my feelings. Then, why should I give a fuck whether or not he suffers. I am going to forget about him. He will see clearly how helpful I was when he looses me. It will be a great lesson for him. If he is not taught by it - screw him! Friendship is a sort of relationship, isn't it? If one wants to get something, one has to give something. I don't mean fucking, kissing, hugging etc. I mean being fair towards me. I will find a young gay guy in Flint. A guy that will help me to forget about P. A guy that will fill the empty space in my dark heart. Hail Asmodeus!