How long is too long is too long to be single? One would say they would like to wait till their life is in order. This question weighs the heaviest because when exactly is that. No one really knows that so why do people say that. I am 38 I am trying to get my MD some call that admirable others ask why bother. I’m not sure but It feels natural to put that white coat on. What happens when I take the coat off, there I am alone with myself once more. No matter what the feat or goal that you are attempting will not be complete without that one person to share it with. It is that person you hate to say goodbye to at night and rejoice when you see them smile as they open their eyes. I guess it’s time to open the doors again and find that part of your heart that only beats when whole.The one thing is I don't look my age and I never want to date my father.