because things are the way they are, things will not stay the way they are.
i'm the girl
you won't forget.
the girl that will change your life - possibly for the better, but probably for the worse. i am way too much for most people to handle, and i have not had many stable relationships. i always take things way too far, and i usually find a way to mess up anything good i've got going for me. i am very insecure; i really don't like myself much. right now i am on what some would call a path to self discovery. i often wander off the path. but i'm getting there, slowly. i have so much to offer the world, both good and bad. there is a very fine line between the two and you rarely get one without the other. when i try, i can be very responsible, but i'm usually just lazy. sometimes i wish time ran backwards. i miss the way things were before. i have a tendency to take things for granted. i'm cynical and sarcastic, and although i hide it, i'm an emotional wreck. one day i am going to move to california and make something of myself.