We begin to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.™
A child has been something I've wanted since I was a young child myself. I feel that a mother is what I"m supposed to be. Maybe a writer and photographer can follow. But I need to be a mother first. I was frozen when I looked at the pregnancy test. Not because I was afraid but because I couldn't believe it was real. I always think negatively before positively. Even when I had all the symptoms I told myself "no, you are not." Just so my hopes wouldn't get up. I will love my child until my body dies. This little person that is as much a part of me as I am of it, this little person that requires my body to give it life...How could I give up something as precious? This child is to remain with me. The day I hold him/her in my arms, will be the day I feel truly complete.