I have decided to bypass my inner child and go directly to my inner spoiled brat.
After years of fighting against my femininity, denying and supressing it, I have finally accepted the woman inside me. I currently maintain my male persona for the two situations where i believe he is necessary, but everywhere else I live totally as the woman I am. I"m pre-op (and probably will never have the surgery), but have been on 'mones for over 10 years now.