Music is my refuge. I can crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness without a care in world while the notes to the song of my life play on through laggato and allegro and soon come to an end....but wait...my notes are still flowing like a repeat at the end of a measure. i havent reached my full blown peak like a crescendo never staying to quiet for to long as in a decrescendo. going through accidentals and having some sharps and flats but never fully out of tune........