In high school , most of my straight friends called me gay and most of the gay boys called me straight . I had a few public masturbation with the guys in the stall or tunnels , we had a few pee contests on bars and i was tied naked and cock teased , but that still didn t answered my question
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More…decided to attend to a private gay party ! I choose a nice guy , told him i never done this before and he was sweet about it , gave me all the time i needed , and so here we where both naked , him with a boner and me not feeling it although man , he was hot ! I cam closer to him , we touched our buts , he tried to kiss e but i felt nothing , i was not going to do it with him . He understood , but i still have a hard on when i see naked guys . So , what s my deal ? am i gay or not ? why can t i get intimate with a guy ?