Cassie_Salter Posted June 22, 2011 so i haven't posted in a long time, and i felt that i should post something. i just started writing this, but its not finished, i just can't seem to find the words. i just haven't been able to write, and when i do, its not like what i usually produce. so i've tried to make them go side by side, but its not working. so imagine them side by side haha Tear me apart, I see your side, and mine. And it tears me apart from the inside out. Your words like ice against my skin. I know I will only disappoint you. I can feel myself falling, slipping, sliding off the track. I’m saying things I don’t mean and becoming colder and colder. This is the last thing I wanted. I thought I was in control of this. I keep pinching myself hoping this is all a dream and I’ll wake up your arms, but it’s not. I fear I’ll die alone. Just let me in, I see you staring, open up to me. Just as I’m beginning to like you, you shut down. I can’t help but wonder what I’ve done wrong and what I can do to fix it. I know we could make this work if I could just know what you’re thinking, but I can feel you getting more and more distant and I’m scared. You’re slipping and I can feel it. I can feel you tremble when we touch. Your words so cold, I don’t know what to do anymore. Your heart is like an ice Box and I can feel me giving up.