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Arryn_Tyler
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So there I was sitting in class with some free times on my hands. I was just reimaging a drawing I'd done the day before when the girl sitting across from me says " Arryn, you're so complicated." I looked up with vast confusion. What had I done. I didn't understand, how was I complicated. So with eager interest I asked this girl " Why is that?" I waited, and asked repeatedly but she didn't wish to give me an answer. So now I shall stand here, or perhaps sit here, and ask my fellow LGBT members what does it mean.
A persons look you in the face and says with all serious " You my dear are complicated."


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Maybe she is trying to figure you out. ANd she can't so she's calling you complicated...there's nothing wrong with being complicated, it means you are a very complex, intresting, and unique personality...its a compliment in my eyes...


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mmm... I forgot to mention you are a very beautiful person inside and out...I do think you are a bit complicated, def. intresting, with a unique style and personality...you can take this as you will, but I am complimentiong you...


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Arryn_Tyler
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Hm. I suppse "She's trying to figure me out works" Everytime she looks at my its like shes analzing somthing, like im a lab rat on new drugs. It's kinda weird but it makes me curious. It makes me wonder what she thinks about when look at the Ginger nerd who dresses like a guy.


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GinGeRKid (runs and hides)


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Arryn_Tyler
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-pout-


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*laughs devishly and hugs Arryn* I'm kidding hun


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Arryn_Tyler
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Nuuu... you ran from meh... -sniffles-


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*sticks her icy fingers on Arryn's neck* honest hun I was just playin around! *sniffles* dun cry!!


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Arryn_Tyler
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Ah!! -jumps- Those fingers of yours are fricken cold women!!


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*smiles tiredly* thats because I have poor circulation, even in the spring and summer they can be icy


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Arryn_Tyler
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Right. -pokes- That's okay!


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*pokes Arryn in the side* I have been known to make grown men cry, just by tickling them...Pat says they're not just icy (not all of the time), put extremly pokey (sp?). That because, I sharpen them everyday (or so Pat seems to think, I don't really have much for nails)...


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Arryn_Tyler
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Perhaps you file down your nails and use them as weapons!!!!!! -rubs side- Ow...


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i like em sharp good for leaving marks on backs amoungst other things...just not vag...that can hurt pretty bad *shakes her head* I dont like that..I've had it done to me and its fuckin painful!!


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Arryn_Tyler
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-nodds in agreement- You know a porn star isn't a lesbian if shes got long fricken nails


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true I usually end up not really biting them off but picking them off...


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Arryn_Tyler
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I bite mine....


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mm..its actually considered a form of self-harm actually


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Arryn_Tyler
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Biting your nails?!


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Arryn_Tyler
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How can I be so Happy but so depressed at the same time....


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yes biting your nails is a sign of sel-harm (odd as that may sound) as for happy and depressed at the same time is an odd feeling as well...me? I stoped trying to be happy, I just put on a mask and pretend I'm happy, when I'm really not...*has gotten pretty good at it over the years* I did it a lot when I was younger...*rubs her forehead* I don't see Pat as himself much anymore, when I look at him I see mmy ex (the abusive one), so I put a new mask together, and once again no one can tell the difference...*nods her head* back to old habbits, just to make other happy...*smiles a false small that doesn't reach her eyes* I'm almost as good as pretneding that everythings fine when its not as I was when I was younger....


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It is such an off sensation. To feel happiness Vibrating throughout your entire being, and when no one s watching you resort to box of solitude and self isolation. The way people work is just so complex and mysterious.
A person who is extremelly outgoing and loves life spends hours on end alone. Spends breaks away from school in her bedroom and doesnt even relise hours have passes with out a single action being taken.
We as human beings are just an off species with to many complications.


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I def. know the alone feeling, i spend hours at home alone, and I never seen to really know what day it is. I am not outgoing though, different with my style yes, but not outgoing...the mask it more for appearance that its all fine...


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Arryn_Tyler
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Yeah.. I keep getting dates wrong and missing holidays... I just.. I don't understand it.


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