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Am I a villain of love?
By Jillian

Lost friends
Lost love
Lost dreams
Angry moments
Seeking comfort from “JACK”
But all it does is make me sick
Puking again
Why eat?
Why drink?
When all I see is darkness
Blaming my disease
But it is actually me
Well fed
Then finger down my throat
Puking up
At 1st I don’t like the taste
After the 2nd and 3rd puke
No taste
Looking into the mirror
Seeing tears in my eyes
I fucked it up again
Then I eat some more
Secretly run to the toilet
Fingers down my throat
Puking again
No taste
Content becomes anger
Turning to “JACK” again
“DOING WHAT I DO BEST”
Drinking
Mind spinning
Body feels limp
Thoughts gone
Oh I feel shit
Running to the toilet
Fingers down my throat
Puking once more
Sitting on the cold floor
Wondering why?????
Crying
Sobbing
Then the need to drink again
Reaching for the “JACK”
Bottle empty
Smashing it against the wall
Finding my finger down my throat
Puking once more
Pass out on the cold floor



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