Deleted Member Posted July 5, 2012 Everyday I look in the mirror and think will I ever be as pretty as those girls in pink? Do I have to cover up my face or would people think I'm fake? I just want to fit in and feel pretty I don't want people treating me nice because they feel pity I always wonder, why was I put in this specific life? So that I can put myself down all the time? Or to turn other people's frown upside down instead of mine? It really hurts to see myself as useless while there are people out there who think they're priceless. Every now and then some suicidal thoughts occur but the reason why I'm still here is because of one word Hope, it's gotten me through all my toughest days every second, every minute, every hour, everyday, in every way Hope, it's some thing that everybody needs to life, it's a really special key Hope, something that if I never had all these years almost every waking moment would have been in tears Hope, something that kept me alive when all I wanted was to die Hope, the most important thing to me because now I know I'm a somebody Hope, it's all I'll ever need.
