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Tell me about your first love. That person who you really felt a connection with.


I don't know if I can say if he was my first "love" or just my first big crush. I was 17 and Gary was 16. I was classmates with his older brother. We ended up becoming friends. I found myself always thinking of Gary and starting to fantasize how much I wanted to be with him, make love with him, etc. I knew he was straight. He did not know I was gay. We had a great time for about 2 years until I could not hold it in any longer. I sat him down one day and told him that I was gay and I was in love with him; and that I knew he would never reciprocate, but I had to tell him the truth. He didn't handle it very well and basically all Hell broke loose.


Well Aaron, unfortunately, that's the way most people are, Homophobics. They fear what they don't understand.